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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 19:12:41 GMT -5
I stand, leaning against the hearth, nursing a glass of bourbon. Barbie Klaus called earlier, wanting to know where Elena was, as if I'd magically know. She also happened to mention that Caroline's been at the Original house with Klaus all day. This is not an encouraging thing for me. I don't really know what to think.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 19:17:32 GMT -5
I was sick and tired of Klaus trying to wow me over. I told him about Damon and I being with one and other and he flipped the fuck out. I told him about how I was not going to be leaving Damon just for him and he pinned me to the wall, trying to force me to go after him. Like hell. I am not that type of girl. I was not an Elena. I finally arrived outside of the Salvatore Boarding house as I then pushed my anger to the back of my mind. I did not want Damon to be worried about me. I am a big girl, not girly little Caroline Forbes. Parking the car, I walked up to the door and knocked onto it. A smile formed on my lips as I waited for him to answer it.
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 19:20:01 GMT -5
I take another sip of my drink and walk to the door. I open it and wordlessly step aside to let Caroline in. Her slightly ruffled clothing does not go unnoticed by me. I close the door behind her and look at her. I raise an eyebrow expectantly.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 19:23:08 GMT -5
I turn to look at him and put on my smile to not worry him about Klaus yelling at me or being forceful with me. Of course Klaus and I did not kiss or have sex. I am a committed girl in relationships. Damon should know that. Right? "Hey there." I said in my kind voice as I then stood on my tip toes and pecked his lips very gently once more at that moment as I then stood on the flats of my feet. I noticed he was holding his usual drink, but it was really filled up. Something was wrong with Damon.
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 19:30:51 GMT -5
I grimace as she kisses me. I walk away from her and take my spot by the mantle again. I speak without looking at her. Barbie Klaus called. Said you spent the whole day at the Original house. I take a long sip of my drink as my eyes flash. With Klaus. She seems overly innocent. IS she really that oblivious to think I can't tell? An explanation would be expected. Cheating, flirting, manipulating Klaus. I don't care for what purpose. She's my girlfriend now and I don't want her manipulating Klaus anymore, especially romantically.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 19:37:12 GMT -5
I looked at him as I then walked over to the couch and sat down as he told me what was going on with him. Was he jealous? Did he think I was cheating on him? I must admit it was pretty cute that he was jealous, but accusing me of cheating on him? As if. He should know me better than that. My right hand ran through my golden curls as a sigh escaped from my lips. "I was there Damon, but not for the reason that you think that I was there for. I went there because Klaus has been trying to call and text me constantly about prom. I basically went to his house and told him straight up that he needs to leave me alone because I have an amazing boyfriend. He is pissed, but I had to tell him. He does not control me and I do not love him." I basically told him the whole truth as I sat there and waited for him to speak once more.
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 19:43:11 GMT -5
My eyes flash. You know he'll never leave you alone. I take another sip of my drink as anger boils inside me. I don't let it show. He's madly in love with you, and like me, he's happy as long as he knows that you're happy. If he doesn't know that, he will never let you go. I swallow. Klaus is a smart guy; vengeful, deceitful, extremely smart, intuitive. He can sense how you feel and if he felt his cause was hopeless, he'd let go. Clearly he senses that there's a chance you might like him and want to be with him; he senses that you're not completely happy. I speak almost robotically. I'm trying not to let my emotions overwhelm me and cause me to do something I'll regret.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 19:49:58 GMT -5
A frown spreads on my lips as I hear all of his words. It clicks to me then. Damon was not the one to show his emotions. He was fighting some emotions back and I could tell. Slowly I stood up and walked over to Damon as I stood in front of him. His eyes followed me as my eyes stayed on him the whole time as well. I placed my hand onto his hand that was not holding the drink as I gave it a reassuring squeeze. "Damon, Klaus is a hybrid dick who sees me as a prize and not as a woman who wants love. He just wants to take me away from the one that I truly care about. The one I care about it you Damon Salvatore. My name starts with a C for Committed not with a E for Emotionless. I care and cherish you. Don't you see that?"
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 19:56:35 GMT -5
I shake my head and grit my teeth. Anger flaring in me again. Caroline, you have been loved by every man in this damned town. Matt, Tyler, Klaus, hell even Stefan at one time or another. I My blood boils. You have been chosen first. You've been a first choice. I've lived 100 years, and have always been the second choice. I am done being used and then thrown away when no longer needed. I will not be someone's second choice, not anymore. I throw my glass into the fire with a crash and walk away from her; I stop a few feet away, my back to her. I pinch the bridge of my nose before letting my hand fall back to my side. My tone calms but I don't turn to face her. My voice still holds a slightly biting tone. Tell me what I need to hear. Don't bullshit me.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 20:06:07 GMT -5
I look at him with so much shock as I felt the tears. Fuck Caroline Beula Forbes, you are a big girl and not that little, puny girl anymore. "Damon Salvatore, I have known you for four years and I do know that we dated once before and we did not go out for that long, but I understand you greatly. I know what you are really and truly like. I know that you are a good man. Not everyone knows that you are a good man, but I have for four long years. Do you know why I dated all of those other guys before Damon?" I took another step closer to him once more, "I dated all of them because I never thought I could have you. I wanted you all along Damon Salvatore. You are my first choice. I..." I let out a sigh, "I love you." This is when I made my way past him and towards my car.
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 20:12:19 GMT -5
I blink slowly before it registers in my mind what she just said. I blur to her and slam the door back shut as she opens it. I press her against the door and crush my lips to hers. I love you. I murmur against her lips before kissing her again, passionately and maybe even lovingly. In between kisses I speak. I'm sorry for everything I've done to hurt you. I'm so sorry, Caroline. I crush my lips to hers again and kiss down her jaw to her neck.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 20:17:07 GMT -5
His reaction was fast as he stopped me from driving to my house to just lay down and eat my emotions away with a tube of ice cream. "Damon, it is fine. Just please understand that I am not going to hurt you. You are my number 1 in my books. Always was since four years ago." My eyes closed a he kissed my neck as a smile spread on my lips once more at that moment as I then wrapped my arms around him as I pulled him closer to me once more at that moment. Was this the emotional side of Damon that not a lot of people got to see? If so, I should feel very honored, actually I do feel honored that he is showing me this side of him. I, Caroline Beula Forbes, is one of the very few people in the whole world that will see this side of Damon.
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 20:19:34 GMT -5
I smirk against her skin. [color=orange}Surprised I'm capable of complex emotion? [/color] I grin and kiss her lips again; my lips don't leave hers as I shrug my leather jacket off and toss it aside.
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Caroline Forbes
"I'm okay. I'm not girly little Caroline anymore. I can handle myself."
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Post by Caroline Forbes on May 6, 2013 20:22:22 GMT -5
My eyes may be closed from us kissing but I could feel his movement as he took off his jacket and tossed it to the side. Was he stripping outside for all to see? Oh like hell I was going to share this man's body with anyone else ever again. My hands went onto his chest as I then mumbled against his lips, "Why don't we bring this inside Damon? I do not want someone to see you." I smirked as those words left from my lips at that moment.
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Post by Damon Salvatore on May 6, 2013 20:25:56 GMT -5
I smirk and pick her up. Kicking the front door open and shutting it behind us. I don't even care about the jacket. I blur her up against the wall and kiss her neck, my hands running down her sides. God I am in love. Weird, but a good weird, I think. I haven't been in a reciprocated love in years, well not ever. It's a nice feeling I guess.
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